endless notes to copy.

HAHA.. just got back from uni not long ago. was playing badminton there. 7-11pm. HAHA quite fun. but scary tho when u walk back alone and its pretty cold. but anway, like the topic says, I have soo much notes to finish copying. Oh well, I decided to do electrical system myself, so I have to copy the 1 week notes that I've missed. At least I think its worth it la. =) I'm glad that everything's going pretty well for me now. No borders, No people interrupting my progressions and all. weee~ damn happy now. =D

I talked with someone just now. His kinda closely related to me. I wouldnt want to name him out but yeah. Maybe I was a lil annoyed by what he did and what his doing atm. I just dont know why, some ppl just cant appreciate themself and what they've got. LIKE WTF LA! Already 20++ yrs old. Still dont know how to think for the elders. really la. COME ON. I'm not your daddy or your mommy,but at least, I can see what your mommy has really done for you. sacrificing evertyhing for her children. I know so, why? coz i've seen it and like I said, His closely connected to me. I know he wouldnt read this, but I still wanna let him know that its time to really start working. you missed the chance to get ur education coz you yourself is the only one to be blamed coz you didnt want to study. Regretting now is just useless. trust me it is. At least, learn from your mistake . WAKE UP!!!! and start working at least. Better than slacking around with the lifeless peoples around you. gosh. I know you dont know what to do now, But at least get a job and then think what to do. Your mommy has done really so so much for you guys already. sometime it just amazes me when I heard from my parents what she's done. grandparents and esp grandma is reli upset already. She tells me abt it all the time. It just feels so bad when she tells me all of this and I cant do anything about it. NOTHING. the only thing she wants from me, Is study well -> Get a good job -> Get good money -> Get myself a wife ( all the time she says, Make sure she works rather than pretty& useless) -> get children -> live a healthy life. Thats all my grandma wants from me. I hope it wouldn't be too late to accomplish all of this and she's able to see me grow up. I hope this day would actually happen. as for now, study study study!!!


AND AND AND, I saw once moderfarker in the street today! LIKE WTF LA! the weather was cold, she's actually pregnant with a really huge stomach, She wear sleeveless with the tummy outside of her shirt not only that, its very cold and windy, SHE SMOKES! WTF LA! chibAI! I was pissed but I coudnt do anything but stare at her with the " F*CK U I WANT TO KILL YOU" eyes. how can this be? some couples dream to have childrens and its now a waste to dat bitch. I dont find it rude to use that on her, or maybe she's not even worth being called a bitch.

aiya, pekchek* dun wanna blog anymore, the more I blog, the more I get pissed. tsktsk anyway, I just got a text and i'm pretty excited and happy now. everything's smooth sailing for me. weeee~ ai shi ni ah joy. *hearts*

Finally.

GOsh. I got to change my processs eng course to my electrical system one already. sighs. finally. Its really tough. the lecturer is a prof, and he talks freaking fast and he clicks on the slide show as if its for fun. SO FAST and he coverss basically one topic in like 5-6 clicks. WTF LA! so I went to look for a course advisor with Jason. He helped me a lot . oh well! haha.. Nothing much hapened today. got the bills for this and that today. NEed to pay up already. gosh. I miss the times in brunei, where I dont need to care about anything. shrugs. anyway, uni's going pretty well for me now. I think i'm useed to it already. anyways, all the best to everyone of you ok? =) take care!

PAY rent.

HAHa... this is the first time I actually pay rent to someone. its loike the first time ever. HAHA.. It feels Fkin bad when u give that person a large sum of money. Like paying to a loan shark or something. HAHA..

Serene told me this is how the girls in perth look. 9/10 when they go sun tanning! HAHAHAHAHAHAH!! and this is the pic of here and the city of perth. If u have any doubt abt perth or you would like to go perth for a visit, pls dial 1800- serene - hot and sexy - 622. she'll be able to help you! HAHAHAH!!! advertisment here for FREE.

I'm thinking of droping my process eng la. gosh. chemical eng is so not for me. Its damn tough. To those whoever wants to be a chemical engineer. ALL THE BEST TO you. trust me, you need it big time. I'll take electrical if i can. Try larr.. need to go change agn tomolo. dunno can o not. pray for me. =)

Nothing much today. WEnt to refill and restock food today. sighs. bloody stupid. a lot of things to carry. anyway. I guess thats all for today.

joy, i misssss youu.. =(

P = Professional Driver.. chong jxin.

j'xin says:
i can't even see properly
j'xin says:
he kip holding the steering
j'xin says:
cos he say kamu macam ular


HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!!!!



j'xin says:
then he say " lain kali ada license sydah baru kamu langgar"
. Alon - Xian . ™ says:
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
j'xin says:
" officer put takut kamu driving arh"
j'xin says:
" aku pun takut"


V
. Alon - Xian . ™ says:
his hand got hold handbrake o not?
j'xin says:
ahahah
j'xin says:
got got
. Alon - Xian . ™ says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHA
j'xin says:
when theere is this person running beside
j'xin says:
he asked me to slow down
j'xin says:
then wo bu xiao sin pressed the minyak
j'xin says:
he straight away pull the handbrake

damn tireddd!!!

Here's some pics that I wanna show to you guys. Wannabeee's! HAHAHAHA!!!..

GOsh! what a day! 9 hrs of lectures and tutorials. 8 hrs straight from 10am to 6pm! SHIT! its really tiring. VERY. VERY. i'm off now. tralala~ nothing much to say. everything's going pretty well. so yeah!

here comes monday.

youuu and ii ;

Here I am again. Had fun last night with billy, hannah and pao. I do have to admit, been quite a while since I get to hang out with hannah, but yeah, she's still her. I like the way she is. I'm really proud of her. The way she think things, the attitudes she has, REALLY REALLY amazes me. I know she wont be reading this, But yeah, That's what I think and know.

Just finish bathing not long ago. was having a convo with joy b4 I left. I din actually know what I'm really thinking now. It's really just _____ . I don't know what's the right and wrong word to use there. I don't feel good. after talking with her, I went to the toilet and I think I'm starting to screw my life again. I used to say "I QUIT" but in the end, that's the only thing who accompanies me when I have things to think about. that's the only thing that lights me up when its dark and I need someone to be there when there's no one. I know its just bad for me, But I do need its help. cant help it. sighs. Now I feel like I have tons of things I need to accomplish and do.


1) I miss home.

I miss the people living in it. Not the place tho. I miss being yelled at when I did some stupid mistake. I miss the screaming around the rooms. I miss the swearing we used to do. I miss everyone. I miss the time when I don't need to do anything at home. I just need to eat when the time arrives, Do whatever I want. Change my clothes all the time without even thinking that I need to wash them. Its just a total change over for me. Only now I realise how much a family means to a person. Never really did appreciate what I used to have. Everyone just think I'm rich and that's NOT true. They don't see what's in the inside. There's lots of problem I'm having with me now. I make decision with money pretty wrongly now. I used to waste food, I used to waste everything. Electricity, Water, .... lalala~everything. I never know how hard it was to actually pay for the bills. I used to think, It doesn't matter, use , use la! Its just tooo many things to worry about. But I hope that my brothers back home are doing great. Heard a lot of nice things that they are finally doing now. I'm glad. glad bros, glad.


2) My studies.

How am I suppose to motivate myself to study? I really have no idea. NO IDEA. I'm living with 3 freakin' clever people who I have to agree. They're pretty good in their studies who I can turn to for helps and problems I face in my studies. I wanna do good. MOm promised that If I do good in my next exam, I get to go back to brunei. I know she'll let me If really want to. but for me now, Money is also a pretty big issues. I don't wanna waste those money unnecessary anymore. It feels bad la. The tickets are not cheap at all. STUDY !! COME ON!! I know I can. but HOW? _!_


3) girls.

Like I said, Girls here doesn't attract my attention at all. I've no idea why. But yeah, just no. I know my aim here is to really study well and not thinking about other things. I've still been fooling around a lot with them, but then, its time to pick myself up and work my ass off. Girls? I don't need anyone of them. I just wanna do well, get my grades, fly back to Brunei as soon as possible ( thinking twice.. ) and get to hang out with the bunch of monkeys and not to forget, of course, Joy. I dunno how the feelings gonna be like. But no matter what, I'll still try to do all the best I could. she's really the one I cherish the most and she's just amazing. She gives me tons of motivation in everything I do, giving me suggestions and all. I really hope this would carry on and on.. Not to deny, Nothing seems to last forever like I've always said, But hell yeah, treasure it when its still there for you. and as for you, I really do cherish you. take good care and you know i misss you like ... . .. . . ummfff~ you know how much I do. *hearts*


4) money.

I should start spending wisely? should I? do it for myself and giving my parents less of a burden? I guess its up to me to do so. I'll think about that myself.





I guess that's all for now. need to get ready for the things that's installed for me tomorrow. I feeel freaking moody and sulking like a deep shit now. WHAT CAN I DO??? arrggghh... I feeel like swearing, but it doesn't help at all.

tired. =(

Been a bloody tiring day today. just got back from hannah's place. hahaha its actually kinda nice but very tiring. Really tiring. =( I went to have dinner with the guys at mebourne central then we actually went to strike. its like a bowling alley with pubs and all. Pretty nice. hahaa. made them drink and all. quite nice. It was really fun when everyone's celebrating when someone get 0 scored and strikes. basically, this is how the game works. so when you get the lowest score, you drink half a mug. when you get 0 or strike, you drink a mug. HAHA..! it was really fun. Actually slesha was leading and after that, when we started this policy, HAHAHA!! she started losing maybe because she wants to drink! hahahaa.. but it was crazy i tell you. pretty freaking fun! i swear! i'll upload all the pics up now. cant wait, we're going there again later, with hannah, bill and pao. hope its gonna be fun again.

but when I had fun, I actually forgot abt joy joy. I felt so bad. its not thatI forgot abt her, its becoz of the signal there. fuckin' screwed actually! sighs. but at lesat i get to talk with her and all. so I felt much better. but anyway, she's sleeping now and I dont want you to come on9 just to talk with me and not having enough sleep. just sleep alright. I love you. *mwaaahss!!* =) and yeah, i missssss you.

As for pao, this is what she actually e-mailed me.

Friday, March 2, 2007 2:01 AM

MR ALON HONG BOO HENG ! U better delete that post i tell you. Wo bu shi sui bian sing for other ppl one ler. I only sing for my close buddies. So stop posting it on to the web ! Please I BEG YOU !! I would like to see it deleted from ur blog when i come back from school later. Or else i'm not going to the city later. STUPID BOY !!

Now, she's in the city. so her request is actually.. REJECTED!!!

go back to the past! HAHAHAHA!!

I dont know what to post today. everything's just going my way. I feel good. just a song for everyone of you. its kinda blur but HAHAHA!! i guess everyone knows the singer over there. damn popular. australia's next top singer! HAHAHA.. want signatures? come 26 Murdo road anytime! HAHAHAHA!!

why me? why me? what did I do?

TOday, I get to sleep till real late. around 11+ coz I one had one lecture with is at 1pm-2pm. oh well~ after that I went to withdraw some $$$ hehehe.. then I walked home with pao after getting myself a choco freeze. It was yummmyy~ and only now i get to take the picture from billy. after like 3-4 days wait? hahaa.

After I came home, I chatted with joy joy. it was nice talking to her until something she told me just stunned me. at that very moment, shocked in disbelieve ! I've got nothing to say actually. But if anyhow she browses thru my blog. This is what I personally wants her to know. I've never never in my life said anything like that to him. I dont know where you got the " NOT-so_True" information. I've really done nothing that way. NEVER ok? If I really did, do you think I would go after her? come on la! I dont know what made u hate me so much. I'm reli in shock after hearing what she'd said. I guess all I can say is time will really prove everything. Time will tell the truth and time would prove to you, that I'm not what you think i am. I AM WHO I AM! You can never ever change me. my point of view and the way I treat her. I love her. I know you cant feel it. But it doesnt matter. All it matters is that I know ; she know ; god knows.like i said, I know i really really cant promise to give her forever ; but for now, I would treasure her like a pearl in my eye. I just need a trust from you. just ONCE.

I guess I'm still good. nothing much to actually say now. oh yea, veeviii.. now I finally talk about you already. hehe.. Make sure u remember to tag a! and dont get lost in the jungle. I'll go back brunei tomorrow ok? so make sure u get ready with my clothes and everything. you know? a co-host needs to look good alright.oh yea, dont get lost in the jungle a? HAHAHAA.. temburong's jungle is really very very thick. all the best to you. happy signing birthday ceremony in advance yea! =)

Lung - i'm really glad that u finally got your offer already. its seems hard to talk with you. all i can do is tag chat wif you. hope to talk to you soon. there's too many opinions i need from you.

My 3 brothers at home. I heard that everything is going very well for you three. seems to finally realise how much our brother-hood thing really works already. Only get to learn how to treasure it after I left huh? but its alright. I'm reli glad u three are having an eye on each other's back! hope to talk and fool around with you there again soon. study well ok?

as for joy, hearts yeaa? =) *mwaaahh*

I cant just let this type of small matter bother me. I still have a lot of things to fulfill. A LOT. anyway, i'll just brush this aside like a man. and carry on running towards the chequered flag.

Yet another day.

Today, HAHAHAHA!! Alarm clock cant help me la! the only thing which can help me now is my mom! tsk tsk. I cant wake up with a bloody " ring ring ring" , I only wake up when I'm being yelled! HAHA! TOday class starts at 9 and I only managed to wake up at 8.30. Then i went into the toilet straight away and I asked sip2 to make me a piece of bread. then after I came out. change and took the bread and rushed to class. HAHA. I was on time ok! HAHA.. then after that I went to eat my breakfast. since there's no support class for maths today, I came back, slept for an hour and then I cooked and eat, then rushed back again.


Its the first day I actually did a practical using a pc. Its actually very fun. I feel the "engineer" in me already! HAHAHAHA!! seriously. Like we used a software which is pretty cool. u get to calculate the outcomes, like mole ratios, water and vapour ratios. flow rate and etc. Fuckin' awesome i tell you. But then its bloody tiring la. I had to do that for like 2hrs. coz there's lots of question for us to solve. then after that, we had to do some basic maths things in class. it was so boring. I finished it and told the guy who we're in charge i wanted to go home. since a lot of them left already. so yea, came home, and made a delicious dinner! HAHAHA.. trust me! Its really really really delicious. WE cooked oyster sauce style punya broccoli, sip2 cooked his beef stew or something. quite nice. and I made a char siu sauce fried chicken. WOOOO~! NICE AH! hahaha and quek cooked an instant soup. All for the only girl whose staying at our place. its her birthday! HAHA.. at least i'm glad she appreciated it! heeheheee.. plus I cant concentrate much on the lectures. HAHA.. I'm getting influenced by other things. just looking at my wallpaper drowns me! HAHA.. anyway, i'll only have class tomorrow from 1-2. so yeah! HAHAHA!! cool eh! cant wait for the weekend already. Hope we get to hang out wif Bill, hannah and michz. anyway! I guess that's all for now! =)


here's a picture to prove that we really did cook!! =)