promises.

I guess life is too short to wake up every single day with regrets. I'll love the people who treat me right, and forget about the people who don't. I believe that every little thing happens for a reason. If I ever have a tiny chance, I'll take it. I don't think taking a chance is something stupid to do. If the chance I took changes me, I'll let it be. If it doesn't, I'll be too. No one said that its gonna be easy, But promised that its worth taking it.

I had the last laugh

I took this picture today and I edited it. for the first time okay?








Old gallery.




This one I think we took it 2 years back in sinyi's place. And that converse baju I was wearing, Sinyi bought it for me, (=. there's too much good about her that I cant finish saying la. I'll say some la. I owes joke abt her and she never get pissy. My form 4-5 Bio note book, she completed everything for me ok? Like go photocopy, COPY, stick for me. AND completed the whole book? You got this type of friend o not? GOt or not? "you mei you?? you ma?? !! HAHAHAHAH!! okok. that's cocky. she's really a nice friend. and for the rest in that picture, got or dun have oso nothing one. HAHAHAHHAHA!!





HAHAHAHA.. Someone sent me group pictures we took ages ago. like really ages ago. It was really good to revive our memories. Due to an unintentional no smiley friend on one of my friend, friend? right word. *ahemm* lets continue.. eh eh! chibai. mana sudah? ohh okok.. un-intentional incident, I helped him/her edited his/her face on the picture so it looks mesra-er than ever! HAHAHAHA.. Now everyone have their smiley face. you happy, I happy. We happy family. goodnight! (=


p/s: I'm really sorry for editing the picture. Sincerely. I'm sorry for screwing your life over and over again. sooo sorry because I just love doing so.

blogging my bloggy

Its been a while since I last blogged. Been kinda busy recently. So for the people who do read, sorry yea.

I've been going to the uni in d afternoon quite a lot this few days and I'll continue to do so. I have to. That's the only way I can get my head on my books. one and only way. HAHA!! (= Eventho I do go to d library but when I get back, I just slack. I have 1 week left to study before my exams. Its getting on my nerves. It reallly is. Really scary. I just cant let myself go below the D mark. No way. I'm aiming high and I hope I really get a decent mark. I'll not only disappoint myself, also the people who cares too.

Pao showed me this just now. damn funny. Must watch okay?





I'm going to bed real soooon. Gonna wake up earlier tomolo to cook my super duper nice fried rice. HAHAHA.. It just feels nicer to eat the food you cook yourself. I like the cooking and eating part but not the washing-the-dishes part. I'm still awaiting for guess show. Its already midnight and its still not out yet. someone upload it pleasee!! grrr..


I havent been chatting much this few days and some people tot I was ignoring them. goshh.. you know who you are la horr?? HAHA!! I'll talk to you'all when I'm done with the exams. Its not that the exams are more important than you guys, its just that its impt to me too. If i'm having my exam and another friend called me up and says " Eh eh, come quick, She's jumping off a cliff! " I'll say, " Oh good, ask her jump higher and make sure she lands head first okay? btw, pls help me take a video of it so I've something to blog about! " =D


Love to all my loves one that loves me and I loves them and we love each other and we're a lovely happy family and friends and the love will be loved till the end of time and loves the love.

1 more week

Another more week to endure.. just one more week. everything's plan and I hope things goes as planned.

one more to go.

Argghhh.. Really reached the limit of stress already. Had my final profession report today. I guess it was considered good compared to the last one we did. Damn exhausted with all of the project reports and presentation. I'll have another presentation again tomorrow. Roughly about 2 week from now, gonna have our semester exam already. Really freaking me out. Gotta start composing myself and start studying already.

I cant wait to get back. counting down the days. 1 two three 4 5 .. lalala..

I'm already sick & tired.

Doing this final profession report made me realise/understand a lot of things. I swear if we don't get a decent grade for this, I'll take a broom stick and shove it up G codner's ass. Its really wasting sooo much time.I've really been struggling to like read all our project brief, alternative design project, search the whole Google just to write one small section of it and I've to think and think and then write.

Its really a fucking pain in the ass. I'm really really really tired out. For some of you, it seems to be like, write 10 pages only ma. Very easy to do la. I've nothing to say then. It just sickens me when I really starts to contribute a much larger part and time. I've wasted like a lot of time. It seems invincible to some people. They just dont know how much you've really put your ass into it. I don't want long2 to chew up every part of it. At least I'm pretty sure I'm doing at least 30% of the whole bloody report. I'm confident to say that. I have grammar mistake all over the place and struggling to write bits an pieces. I'm pretty sure its worth all of it. and I'M TRYING. I'm not trying to blog here to make you people pity me. NOPE. HELL NO. This is my blog. I blog what I want. I blog my blog. Its for me to one day read back all of this and remember this bitter taste of hardcore.

I need to write a report myself soon. Maybe next semester or the coming semester and I should learn how to do it myself. Sooner or later, its a need to write good report. I'm doing a pretty bad job but at least I'm trying to help out as much as I could possibly do.

Maybe I'm not as clever as some clowns, but I'm sure I'm doing a good work here. At least I'm trying. making blank and meaningless promises is not gonna help or contribute any bit to anything we do here. I'm really grateful that my parent are really happy with my result and cheering me u all the time. Its just things that money cant buy you.

One last phase thing to write and it's almost done.


I'm tired..

like really....

my body is going to break down soon.

I;m like dead tired now but I dont know why I still feel energetic. HAHAHAHA>.. weird right? I went to bed at around 2-ish. I just couldnt close my eyes. Things just pops into my head. Thinking way too much I guess. I only get to close my eyes at around 4. Then I had to wake up at 4.45 to watch UEFA final. Damn.. It sunk my heart. LIKE FUCK OFF. haiizzz.. Bo pian la.

There's always next year. My love for liverpoool will never change. HAHAHA!

Project are making me go nuts. Have to meet up probably this saturday and sunday to get the project done. Presentation again next week then after that, exam. OH shoott.. Not even prepared yet. =(((((((((((


I cant wait to go back.





This is the old one. Who cares? We're like 5 times UEFA CL champions ok? like 5 kali!! Just unfortunate today. that fugin idiot INZAGHI! retire la you retard. use hand to score pun take malu. pui.

it hurts

It hurts when your not meant to be.
It hurts when you love each other.
It hurts when you dont get to be with who you want to.

It hurts deep inside.

god..


whyy?

my sudden mood change

Just 5 mins ago, I was browsing thru the old pics I have in my lappy. I suddenly miss my brothers. after like nearly 4 months here, I start to feel the need of having my brothers here with me. I miss you guy now. I hate it when I dont have those atmosphere here anymore. We used to swear at each other. curse and curse. Damn, I really miss all of that. I really do. How I wish I could turn back time and let that repeat itself. We used to fight & quarrel alot. Its part of growing up. here are some of the pics I would like to share with everyone.

I'll be back in 1 month's time, We'll have a blast. I hope. I hopeee..

just for you elenaa lim =P

Oh well. It's a stressful sat night. its already the end of week 11. =( Exams are coming really really soon. just after week 13. I'm reli freaked out. esp maths. I jsut have t start relearning everything by myself. I'm worried i'll flunk the subj, I really cant imagine myself flunking it. I'll be reli reli fucked up. THere's no way I'll let myself do that. NOpe. Not anymore.

I'm going to uni tomorrow agn, trying to finish up my structural final project. finishing it sooner is better. There is a need to finish it coz if not, I wouldnt have any time to really study. Im really worried. really really ok?



okok. lets fnish sum this up. summary : If I study now, I might finish studying it. So that is what I'm going to do FULLSTOP


now for the elenaaa lim part. Since I promised that I'll blog abt you. here you go. HAHAHA!! I guess we started to really chat and know each other better only after I came here. Oh well, HAHAH!! she's the girl there, on my link. banyak banyak lovers one. HAHAHAHA!! Dont really know what to say tho. I'll just post the pictures of the hot hot her and then match it up with mine? AHAHAHA!!




HAHA.. I'm using the other hand, but its almost the same . (=


HAHAHAHAHA!! alrighty. here goes all of the pictures.












HAHAHAHAH!! here you go lena. hope you love them! HAHAHAHHA!! loads of love. goodnightyy.. (= you must, coz I took a lot of time taking those pictures! If you wonder when I took it, just. 10 minutes ago.