kuching trip. (=

I just got back from kuching. Had my shower and here I am. Its pretty fun back there. Get to relax and drink everynight. Damn fun. stress freeeee.. Its really nice to hang out with all my cuz. Really had fun. I really did. I bought myself nothing because the fashion in kuching is just . .... ... . So just basically had fun at night. pubs and ktv made me feel really nice. the people I did hang out with are awesome.

Last night was crazy. It was the best valentine day. HAHA! My cuz and his gf has been dating for like 5 yrs and I just dont know wad to say. Its really really crazy. They had never actually had a actual valentine dinner. never did but they still live happily ever after. Me and my other cuz was their bulb. We went out with them on valentine's day. They wanted us to follow and we wanted to look for cheap but nice restaurant. We started looking for food at 6-7ish. Looked everywhere. The whole kuching I should say for food and Its all fully book. Is there actually sooo many couples? HAHAHA! WE even tried KFC. Its a 2 storey building and Its also full. LIKE OMG. ended up in some place crazy and my cuz's friends joined us for dinnerr.. We were so hungry after looking for food till 9ish. HAHAHA! and we ate so much food. was really nice. my cuz's gf wasnt even mad or anything. Its not abt how romantic you are on valentine that matters. Its about how you live everyday. I'm glad that he found a girl that was so understanding. Its not to say that becoz she's poor or something. She's actually from a really rich family and my cuz is just trying to save all his money., He's not willing to spend his money in flowers. HAHAH! argghh.. dont know what to say. I just feel happy for meeting this type of ppl. They even actually tot of just eating kolo mee.

Everything didnt actually went the way I want it to. I now have 2nd thoughts. I dont know if its worth the wait. I've no idea now.. It just killed part of my night. I couldnt understand how a girl thinks. I'm not saying she's mine or anything. Its just dissapointing. It is.. I dont want this to happen. It was suppose to be going my way. All I want is to spend this last few days with you but ... after this, what's gonna happen? only god knows.