back in melb!

It was really a very tiring day. Didnt get enough sleep the day before because I was crazying . HAHA! Argghh.. Everything was going right at the wrong time I guess. I took a nap just now. After unloading everything, I feel much better alreadyy.. The room is clean and tidy! (= Its getting warmer and warmer alreadyyy so I got out of my bed. Gonna cook now. so laters~

I miss her.

kuching trip. (=

I just got back from kuching. Had my shower and here I am. Its pretty fun back there. Get to relax and drink everynight. Damn fun. stress freeeee.. Its really nice to hang out with all my cuz. Really had fun. I really did. I bought myself nothing because the fashion in kuching is just . .... ... . So just basically had fun at night. pubs and ktv made me feel really nice. the people I did hang out with are awesome.

Last night was crazy. It was the best valentine day. HAHA! My cuz and his gf has been dating for like 5 yrs and I just dont know wad to say. Its really really crazy. They had never actually had a actual valentine dinner. never did but they still live happily ever after. Me and my other cuz was their bulb. We went out with them on valentine's day. They wanted us to follow and we wanted to look for cheap but nice restaurant. We started looking for food at 6-7ish. Looked everywhere. The whole kuching I should say for food and Its all fully book. Is there actually sooo many couples? HAHAHA! WE even tried KFC. Its a 2 storey building and Its also full. LIKE OMG. ended up in some place crazy and my cuz's friends joined us for dinnerr.. We were so hungry after looking for food till 9ish. HAHAHA! and we ate so much food. was really nice. my cuz's gf wasnt even mad or anything. Its not abt how romantic you are on valentine that matters. Its about how you live everyday. I'm glad that he found a girl that was so understanding. Its not to say that becoz she's poor or something. She's actually from a really rich family and my cuz is just trying to save all his money., He's not willing to spend his money in flowers. HAHAH! argghh.. dont know what to say. I just feel happy for meeting this type of ppl. They even actually tot of just eating kolo mee.

Everything didnt actually went the way I want it to. I now have 2nd thoughts. I dont know if its worth the wait. I've no idea now.. It just killed part of my night. I couldnt understand how a girl thinks. I'm not saying she's mine or anything. Its just dissapointing. It is.. I dont want this to happen. It was suppose to be going my way. All I want is to spend this last few days with you but ... after this, what's gonna happen? only god knows.

selamat hari raya!

Hello everyone. I know I know, happy new year first of all! OKOK!! I know I know, I haven't been blogging much. HAHA. after all the complains, I've decided to blog again tonight. Its not like: 'I'm not gonna update anymore'. Its just that I'm busy! HAHAHA! Havent been doing much lately. Just slacking around and shit. I've got a really good news tho. I'm not gonna spill it out right now. I don't wanna ruin this special thing. I'm going to keep it to myself and I really hope everything turns out really well. I dont want to be dissapointed anymore. I'm sick of it already. I've been closely connected with someone who I think will shock the whole world. I think Mr. George 'Double Liew' Bush would be shocked too. (=

I'll update again as soon as I can alright. Once I get back, I'll have plenty of time to. So, for the mean time, I'll just enjoy myself! (= arrgghhh.. I just wish time could stop right now. When it seems so far away, I wanted to leave. Now its getting closer and closer, I feel like staying here. Why do I want to stay? I found a reason for me to stay already. I did. Yes, I did. (= but oh wells, I guess its meant to be but I think its never too late to. I rather be late than "never". 2 years seems to be a pretty long time to wait but I think as long as we have the patience and the will power to, Nothing's gonna stop us. Right?


Happy new year everyone once again! I wish all my friends the very very best and most importantly, good health! =)

I just got home. went out to help my mom out as usual and taking the whole afternoon playing snooker, I'm tired out now. knowing that i've nothing else to do, its better than doing notthing right? I'm going to singapore in a week or so time. m going on a shopping spree this time for sure. I need more ....................... I dont know. I'm gonna buy anything I like rather than regretting in the end. BRUNEI, what can you offer me? NOTHING.

2oo8'

Finally 2oo7 has just passed by. During that year, I had a lot of ups and downs. I've learned a lot. Its been a hectic year and all I wish in the end was a good ending and I guess it did turn out that way. I couldn't expect more that what I've now. I'm satisfied with it.

I've feel disappointed in the things I got in return. I deserved more than that. That's what I felt. I don't feel like bitching around here. I haven't been doing a lot recently. Been playing massive amount of snooker and helping my mom. I cant say I'm tired helping out from morning till night because its really harder for my parents. At least I know how it really feels like earning every penny I spent without thinking.

Friendship for me now seems to be in a world with no colours. I don't know who to trust, who to believe and who to hang out with. It owes felt out of pace. I rather go back to Aussie and enjoy my sweet summer over there. There's nothing better to just hang out with the people I know for a shorterr amount of time but I really felt comfortable with. We know how it feels like and I felt way better over there.

I'm just disgusted about 2oo7 and the time I'm having back in Brunei. I just want to go back and have a beer. how does that sound? Its great for me.


2oo8' for me would be a massive onee.. new year ; new resolutions.

p/s: to the people who cares, happy new year (:

back home (:

I'm back home. Havent been bloggin for quite some time. Just realised about this a few minutes ago. feels nice to be back home again. (= Altho I've nothing to do over here but at least I dont need to do the house chores and stuff again. Dont need to worry about this and that. Just stay home and relax. Went out a lot this few days, Go out to enjoy food with family and send my bros here and there. I'm gonna go help my parents out in d shop soon I think. Its better than doing nothing right now. I'm having an awful flu right now. Its so irritating and disturbing. Maybe its because I'm not used to the air conditiner anymore. I cant stand the hot weather here. So its usually 24/7 d aircon is being switched on. Result will be out in 2 weeks time. I just dont know what i'll get.

But at least, I did all I could. (":

done with second semester.

I feeel so relax till I dont know what to do. Not used to this type of life already. Just slackingg.. Been worrying about all the exams. Now the exams are over, I feel so much relieved!Last night was nicee,, get to enjoy myself! weee~ feel so nice now! Blly came over to our place and cooked. It was pretty awful but its still nice to hang around togede again.



My exam was alright. only the computing is making me worry. I might even fail that subj. I just couldnt get computing at all. Dont understand all those loops and shit. Oh well, now its over, I just need a PASS. PLEASEE! Just pass it. If i fail it, I really dont wanna study anymore. That subj isnt intresting at all. All the rest was alright.



GOing back to brunei in a few days time. I really cant wait to see everyone and hang around with them! (=

something Intresting.

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Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can.
i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!


HAHAA.. Its kinda true, I could just read straight thru all the words. Its something I never thought of. Dynamics exam went pretty well. All the past papers, All the time I spent revising it is worth it. now its only materials on 6/11 and physics on 5/11 left. I dont have the mood to do anything about physics yet. I dont know why, just couldnt be fucked. =( Just have to keep on going.


Cant wait to be back.. Ohhhh I cant wait!

dynamics tomolo.

good luck to me. I really need luck! (:

computing was crap!

It was really ..

"CRAP!"