if it is so..

if it is meant to be, i cant do anything. =/

Safe flight!

I dont know what I should really be saying right now. Russell is flying in a few minutes time I guess. Just gave him a call and a small chat. Feels so ... pfff. All I can do is wish him all the best and hope he knows what he's doing. good luck!

Gonna upload some pics up noww.. Took some with pao in the city the other day while we were waiting for billy. HAHA

Here's a picture of a clown. That's wad normal human do in lectures.

sighs.

That's all I can say now. I feel so down right now. Everything just seem diff after spilling what I shouldnt have. Its something which happened and I cant change abt it already. Just dont understand why things have to be this way. I dont want thing to be this way but it alr this way. I cant do anything. I'm just gonna stay here and wait to see what gonna happen. I dont wan to do anything alreadyy..

Just heard from my mom that my bro's leaving for kl tomolo. Going to sunway college. sighs. I dont know. all of a sudden, my heart seems so dull now. Just having to spill out all the real fun times I had with my bros. Knowing how to really treasure them when they are not by my side, It really hurts deep inside. The last time I went back changed everything I think and know abt my brothers. They are really the best thing that I'm grateful I have. All I can say is good luck to him and I'll owes be by his side no matter what. Even if he did something wrong, I hope he knows i'll be in front of him and helping him out. take care bro. you know 3 of you mean a whole lot to me!

tireeddd

Got back pretty late last night with pao. Both of us was exhausted but we have to agree that we surely did have fun. I'm in uni again. My friends want to prepare for the presentation on tuesday and I've to study for my test tomolo alsooo.

Me and pao was walking around becoz we have to wait for billy to finish his "MEETING". Its quite fun shopping around only if u have sufficient amount of $$$ on ur wallet. Thanks to pao for not transferring her money and I have to share my money with her. At one stage we had to count how much money I had left to eat red rooster and I told her not to order exceeding that amount. It was funnyy tho. At least now we know how it feels like to walk around the city with a a few bucks. Its not that we dont have moneyy, its jst that we cant find a westpac atm machine and we dont want to get charged $2 or $5 for withdrawing our freaking moneyy.. At night, we went to lygon to eat with bill, slesh and his friends. Glad that I went to clubbing that night and I really wanted myself to relax. There were some shocking moments tooo. I was really exhausted after that but at least I did what I wanted to, which was to really forget about everything for a moment and let myself feel really looose-yyy. I'm really tired of guessing abt this and that already. I'll just let things flow normally. It kinda ruined my day actually.. but its alright la.

The next morning,(ooppss noon i mean) went to MUOSS office with Billy to sort his things out and then we went to our jackpot place! HAHAHA! and watched the fireworks at the festival and we lived a happily life after that. bye.