_l_ Crown!

As what SIP2 owwes says, " YOU WILL PAY" FUck. I swear one day i'll ripe u into pieces and tear u apart until u and ur fkin crown goes into d bin. you peiece of damn thing. screw you so bad for making my day so terrible. one day i'll come on my jet plane with my bags of 100 bucks and choke u to death! U"LL PAY u *toot* *toot* *toot* argghhh.. No way! I'm suppose to do it now. but i'll wait. insufficient fund is what people usually say. Had fun today. after that, the laughters and craziinneesss.. It was nice. well worth it. U hold on to that piece of money first i tell you. One day ii'll stack one number with 10 times the one i placed and i'll gain 100 times back! U'll see! all I can do now is study well. get good job, get good wife, get good money. Just wait. I hope u can live that long. Btw, thank you for d adrenaline rush i had. _l_ . but overrall I had a great day today. everyone's going well. huhuhu~ =)

Its Over.

Like my title says it all. Its finally over. The orientation today is pretty boring. oh well~ screw up one. today I went to the engineering's orientation and I was basically shocked! There's like 400-500 undergraduate students la! its like OMG. and also, the ppl asked who took double degree and it was shocking. LIKE 2/3 of the ppl are doing double degree, ME and sip2 burst out laughing. LIKE WTF LA! a single degree oso duno can managed o not. if like a few can do it, i've got nothing to say. 2/3 mAn! HAHAHA!! this is scary! My cuz jason bring us around today. around the campus to show us our classroom and everything. It was pretty nice of him. He say the first few classes, the lecture room is goona be full! HAHAHA.. this is amazing. and he say after a few classes, its gonna be left a few who can still be in the lecture rooms. SO i'm pretty excited. Mommy just called. glad that everything back home is still alright. hehe..

There's nothing much happening this few days so everything's alright. going out wif Billy and pao tomolo. Casino, Here I come! =D hahahha.. hopefully we get to win a few handy money. HAHAHA.. or maybe A jackpoot! o.O


and for now, its abt loving again. I still cant make sure what I really want and who I really want. Maybe I'm still afraid to give it out once again. I dont know why. I'm just not ready. I dont know whther I should continue waiting for the love. or a brand new start. Its just very confusing. this is how love is. I wish to love and love and love again. But I really dont know if I should. pff.. I dont wanna hurt annybody and I wouldnt want myself getting hurt again. Maybe when the right time comes, then I'll be ready. for the mean time, I just only can wait and wait until something happens.I know i am praying for not too much, but could yyou send back the only one I need but lord, I'm die-ing for love once again.I dont like/dont wish to ruin other ppl's love life, other ppl's people. so what I can do is back off and suffer myself. If that makes the person that I want happy, I would do that. Anyway, At the mean time, just tralala~

third day of orientation

Just finish bathing. today we had another house clean up as it's very messy like it've owes been. HAHA.. now my room is much more cleaner now. had a good night sleep last night. thanks to joy. hahahaha! crazzzyyyy la her. texted her in the morning when i woke up, should be around 4am in BRUNEI. hahaha and until now i hear nothing from her. oh well~ orientation was so borrriiiinnnggg.. talk abt rubbish agn today. I wanted to come home and sleep and that sip2 was like " go back for what? listen la! VEYR IMPT VERY IMPT" IMPT my foot! sooo damn boring. then after i reach home, i cooked and then i slept for the whole afternoon. until they knocked my door and asked me to have dinner. HAHA.. now everything's done and i'll be waiting for tomolo.


Joy- U changed it lerr.. NOT FAIR!!

2nd day of orientation

Hmmm.. woke up quite early today. wanted to wash my clothings and all.. but the weather seems unpredictable so I decided not to. And doing so, I gave myself another 15 mins of pleasure sleep. =D how great is that? ;)

TOday's orientation was fun. by far better than yesterday. We had a police officer who made the whole lecture theatre went wild! and he dont reli look bad too..says pao. the girl beside me was busy taking picture of him. I am LIKE WTF! take pics of me much better la! haha..HAHAHAH!! anyway, after that we went to have our ice-breaking session and met a few new friends. Most of them are from singapore. Met a guy named chai and we actually went to play badminton together after knowing each other for like 2 hrs and half. an hour later, we're playing each other on the court. his quite good. so oh well~ finally after 1 month of no exercise/sport other walking here and there( I dont consider it a sport), at least I feel much better now.


Just finish playing poker wif sip2, pao2 and quek. HAHA.. play till very the pekchek lo. play till noone wants to become zhong. then I had to. wash the card oso wash till sien. HAHA.. Actually I counted my money and pao actually won sip2's and quek money until under my mobile I found 2 dollars, so I guess I won 2 bucks. hahah altho we play for a pretty small amount but it was much better than doing nothing.

My mom called me just now and started her usual nagging. I dont know why sometimes I just cant stand it. and I was kinda loud to her. SIghs. I feel so bad. I really do. She works her butt off just to send me here and this is how i repay her. I know how it feels when business is not going that well and she have to pay for my tuition fee. I feel awful now but I dont know what I should do. I guess her biggest wish is for me to study well and get a good degree. Sighs. I know my mom wouldnt read my blog. But I SWEAR I'll work my ass of. I SWEAR. I PROMISE! ppl who dont believe me, I dont really fucking care.Only my, myself knows.

I'm not clever and thats very true but i know if I put in my effort, I KNOW I CAN! Noone knows me better than myself. Ma, I promise you! Gimme a good 4 yrs.

lala~

Anyone of you has a blog and want to be linked, pls let me know ok? coz i dont really know ur links.

oh yea. Its those priceless, unexplainable moments that matter most. I find this very true in all sense, everyway. I got this from an article i read. so its pretty meaningful. very very. guess its kinda late now. happy new year everyone! hope you all huat huat! hahaha.. kill the "zhongs" for me pls while i'm not there. Coz usually, thats wad I do. HAHAHAHA! =)

Another day just went like

Dont actually know what to do now actually. since frenster's blog only allows me to upload 50 pics a month which is like an average of 1.67 pics a day! COME ON LA! VAIN ORANG HERE. I-M-NOT Possible la! plus its better to blog here lorr.. like Vi-JeaN once said "Vainity is the art of self appreciation." =D

Today's the first day of orientation, What a screw-ed up one. Nothing to do at all. Nothing wa! just sit there, (Front row ) agn. then just listen to them talk crap. reli reli craps! but then i spent most of the time sleeping. thanks to billy and pao! poker last night till 3 something. blooody~ but worth it la since i win $$$. HAHAHA.. then after the tour thingy, Just went home and cook-ed and then slept for like 5 hrs then wake up, eat agn and here I am. Its the second day of CNY. and its like nothing here. no hang out. no nothing. sien. reli pekchek*. slesh is in changi now. gonna fly soon i guess. when she comes over, woohoo~ more ppl from brunei. more ppl from our gang. sure's gonna be fun when she, billy and hannah stays over at our place! guess that's all for now. I wont be using the frenster blog anymore i suppose unless I really have to. ta-ta everyone! I miss all of you back there.