everything's just not right.

I'm starting to feel more and more pain. Everything's just not right. shouldn't even at an instance, thought of letting go ..


Sighss......

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

My Liverpool desire.

Wanted a Liverpool customised size S home jersey so badly. Dunno why. Its like a sudden urge. Since lung can help out,

then I'll have it pretty soon. weeee~ cant wait.


LIVERPOOL ROCKS!

all over again. repeatedly & once more.

The title says everything. Nevertheless, its a decision I made and i'm gonna stand by it. I think I'm alright. Was kinda shocked and feeelinggg suckkkyy.. But I guess its ok, Its expected already one I guess. what to do. Maybe it was never meant to be. I feel really down, sad and heart broken once again. sighs. Cant expect much too. I was never there for her. shrugs. It feels bad but i'm gonna still live for myself and my family and and my friends.


Study is still my main priority. I woke up late today coz I cant sleep last night. Turning here and there. thinking about this and that. pfff.. I had a practical at 9 for electrical system and it was suppose to from 9-11. I woke up at 9.55am and thought of skipping it. But When I read the huge sign in front of my bed, " I could, I would, I WILL" I stood up immediately and changed and then ran to school. I reached at around 10.18am. then I knew the 2 guys there didnt want to allow me in, But it was a project that would accumulate our scores for the final mark. so they let me in and told me its not possible to finish it. Most people need 2 hrs to even finish the thing. but I finished the whole robotic project in 40 mins! the guys were basically shocked. they asked me " you finish? o.O" I said yea. then he asked agn " You did this yourself? " I said yea. and they were shocked and one of them whom was an asshole. he didnt want to let me in at first coz he said it was impossible. FUCK. impossible is nothing. I'm used to do the impossibles. People look down on me all the time. thinking it would never be me. I proved them wrong again, again and again. and they checked my robot and it worked! spechless. the total mark was 30, I was supposed to get the 30. but then came late and they gave me 20. wadever la. cant do anything. they are just jealous that i'm too good in soldering. HELLO~ I'm used to play with this type of electrical circuit board and all. I used to play with those all the time in mommy's shop and I always get scolded because mommy say its dangerous and its kinda smelly. HAHA. but it helps me now. I miss the guys in the shop where we used to talk about xxx stuff and laugh at stupid jokes. I really miss all of them. when i was soldering, they're the ones I think of. sighs. The days would never be the same again. take one day by a step.

Anyway, nothing much also. Dont have the mood to blog that much. sighs. How I wish I was in brunei now, I'll ask them over to drink with me. pfff.. anyway, there's gonna be a robotic race later tonight at our place. Me vs sip2's robot coz both of us have it. His stupid concept says " I used 2 hrs to make it, so mine should be better than urs" but in fact its bcoz I am good. we'll see! tell you guys the result later. ta~ but but, I still miss her. sighs. =(((((

Missing the ones I love.

Nothing much to talk about today. Its just a same boring day I've having I guess. Sighs. I'm really missing everyone of you back there. I wanna hang out wif all of you! pfff.. I miss the people I love. I miss the people I fool around with. I miss you joy. I miss you , you & yea of course, you too!

Here's some of the songs I like and I'm gonna share it with you guys! ta~








Words - Just for you joy. (=

electrical sys lecture pertama!

Like the topic says, it was my first lecture today and i'm reli shocked at how the prof. teaches. His realy good. His not one of those professor who uses the powerpoint presentations and just basically talk rubbish and clicks on the mouse as if it was "COOL". He writes on the transparency while we copy it down. its really nice you know. he explains everything in details. so he's the 2nd lecturer that I like other than my structural's tutorial prof. so yeah. great. lucky I dumped the bloooody process eng. pfff.. its not that easy. now I've tons of work loads waiting for me tonight. I need to do my profession project outline and then later might have to get ready with my maths stuff. still got loads to work on.

Who fugin told me that uni is when ppl enjoy the most? BLOOOODY~ Not true at all. Its no fun when you have such a big workload all the time. sighs. projects coming up in week 5 ~ sighs. so not used to this type of things la. I wouldnt even are abot any of these back then. =( but for my grades, really have to work. I just had my dinner not long ago. gonna bath and start working. ( :

Taaaaa~ everyone! take care!

1st day I slackkkkkkkkeeeeeeddddd~

ALLAH. Gosh. cant believe it started so so soon. shit. NO WORRIES. Still time to redeem what I've done. SO after I bath, study study study! =) Nothing much happened today. pao cooked our first chicken liver since coming to aussie and it taste really goood. HAHAHAH!!! ta~ miss everyone of u guys back there. take goodie goodie care ok? ('=

weeehaaa~

What should I say now. I think I'm really happy that I went out last night. Thankiew michz. HAHA! I find it really weird that we didnt feel akward at all. =) WE get to hang out and u still treat me very nicely. we went to eat dinner together at I dont know where which's located in chinatown. I get to meet new friends finally who are as crazy as I am. =D after more than a month or so. A long awaited one. I think they are a bunch of people who suites the way I am. We went to ktv after that, playing games and drinking while the others are singing. then after that, I get to go bubbles. I was kinda shocked when we had to actually queue up for quite long to just get in. and I can say, It was welll worth it! WELL WORTH. HAHAHAHAH!! thanks mich! anyway, outta here. Just woke up and its around 5 already. gosh! ta~