frustrations.

exams test exam test. cheee.. I;m reli sick of it already. Just handed up our alternative desgin project just now. I've got nothing to say. I didnt help much. I only spend like few hours helping him searching points and giving it to him. He did all the writing of the report. I feel frustrated because Its not that I dont want to help, its bcoz my english writing skill is really bad. At least I attempt to help like long said. I told him Its reli not that I dont wanna help him. Its just that I really cant write well. at least he understand, and at least he told me, at least your trying to help. sighs. He didnt sleep the whole night just to finish it on time. *speechless*


I havent actually started studying. When I want to, I tend to start getting sleepy. No matter what tonight, I'm gonna at least cover 80% of my structural. No matter what. I dont wannt be a loser liked I used to be. Fuck NO. Its time for a change. I really wanna do myself and my parent proud. Mark my words.

Everything isn't going the way I want it to. Its alright. Let it flow. Cant help a single thing. I dont know why people just dont understand u know? Like boh ming pek? you know? dont know right? I know. Its just becoz I said relationship dont last forever that did the damage. Its not that I wanted to spill it, But its a fact. What do you want me to say??? whatever la. IF people dont appreciate me, then dont? I din take a gun and point on ur head and ask u to say u need me.

I've been reading thru my fren's blog. Seems like everyone's missing ccms big time. The place that most of us grew up. Those days are just memorable.


Lets hope everything's gonna be better.

I dont feel so nice right now.

what's the right word to use?


for the way i'm feeling now..





sulking.



get me a jug of beer pls. anyone? *shrugs*

happy happy birthday!

Happy 80th birthday (= who who you wonder? My grampa!! 80!!! Long live the king of the house. Altho we hardly bond much as I would like. He's really really nice to all his grandson. He always give the others money except me and my brothers. We NEVER took any of his money. *proud* I wish him the best of health.

Wei wei is back today already. How I really wish I could be in brunei now. I can bring him around. Been a while since we get to meet each other and talk to each other like we used to. No doubt he's the closest cuzzin of mine. WE used to do "badthings"together. Sleep on one single bed together. talk for the whole night about everything. *sighs* oh well, time to grow up alon. nevertheless, I do cherish him. A best friend that I wouldnt want to swap for anything. Hope you enjoy your stay in brunei now. (=


last but not least, Kung, Happy birthday. Enjoy your huge huge party tonight. Without him, There's no me.





A picture we took ummm.. a month back? *memories*
all the best to you. (=

12o3~

headache.

arrgghh.. suddenly I can feel tiny tiny things on my head that is like squeezing me. =.=