go-kart--ing too?

My cuz invited me to go go-karting with them this holiday but I've planned to go paintballing too. I'm still thinking whether I should. I know my mom wouldnt want me to. I guess i'll not. I have one poster presentation due monday, material report due thursday and computing assignment due after the holiday. Its really freaking me out. The exam is like just 1 month away only. Its either now or never already. I cant make myself to focus. Library session this saturday. I hope u keep what you say 46F! or free food for 1 week. I cant make myself to sttudy!! No inspirasi.


Pao told me abt cancelling the year end trip just now, I felt not nice but I didnt blame her. I know she has her own reasons. Now talking with Bill, I think he's not going also. He's going with his friends but I dont wanna join. They're heading to way too many places. I only wanna go KL and penang. That was wad billy and me planned way before. He's changing his bloody mind now. oh well. I'm not pissed la! If it was me, I would also rather go with 15 mates in uni which is way for fun. I'm just a lil down coz I was really anticipating that trip to come.REALLY. Never had a bus trip with my buddies before.(exploring) . I think i'll just go back to brunei earlier then. we'll see.. we'll seee..