frustrations.

exams test exam test. cheee.. I;m reli sick of it already. Just handed up our alternative desgin project just now. I've got nothing to say. I didnt help much. I only spend like few hours helping him searching points and giving it to him. He did all the writing of the report. I feel frustrated because Its not that I dont want to help, its bcoz my english writing skill is really bad. At least I attempt to help like long said. I told him Its reli not that I dont wanna help him. Its just that I really cant write well. at least he understand, and at least he told me, at least your trying to help. sighs. He didnt sleep the whole night just to finish it on time. *speechless*


I havent actually started studying. When I want to, I tend to start getting sleepy. No matter what tonight, I'm gonna at least cover 80% of my structural. No matter what. I dont wannt be a loser liked I used to be. Fuck NO. Its time for a change. I really wanna do myself and my parent proud. Mark my words.

Everything isn't going the way I want it to. Its alright. Let it flow. Cant help a single thing. I dont know why people just dont understand u know? Like boh ming pek? you know? dont know right? I know. Its just becoz I said relationship dont last forever that did the damage. Its not that I wanted to spill it, But its a fact. What do you want me to say??? whatever la. IF people dont appreciate me, then dont? I din take a gun and point on ur head and ask u to say u need me.

I've been reading thru my fren's blog. Seems like everyone's missing ccms big time. The place that most of us grew up. Those days are just memorable.


Lets hope everything's gonna be better.

I dont feel so nice right now.

what's the right word to use?


for the way i'm feeling now..





sulking.



get me a jug of beer pls. anyone? *shrugs*