why do people look down on people?

Weird thing right? I'm used to that already actually. When I get something better than others, they will say "eh kalok" , "so lucky ah you" & so on and so on. I'm getting sick and sicker and sickest of it already.I mean like yea, for them maybe they think I did it with a blink of an eye. They just judge my book by their "pie balls" .like wth! They dont even know if I did or did not put effort into my things. Coz when ppl ask me, " eh got study , do this n that a? " I would most of the time say " no la, lazy. or, what for? " and ppl would tend to think i'm stupid. maybe I am. I seriously seriously doubt myself. I dont think i'm stupid. at least I dont go like someppl who act as if they know everything. Go take out their books in front of everybody and work like as if they can solve all of the Q and do nothing at home.some people are clever, and I cant say a fuck abt it. some ppl are just book worms where they just basically study study study for d rest of their fukin' boring/life-less life. I dont do that. NEVER WILL. Maybe I should listen to the others and think i'm lucky all of the time.should I? Or maybe there's one more option, get my degree with honours and bitch slap them with it & let them know none of the things I've accomplished are pure flukes. ummm.. I'll choose the last option.

I read something in billy's blog, I'll copy it here.

*i am so desperate now, tat i want to see alon and ahpao get their degree w/ honours so badly. im serious. proving people wrong is always fun. but thats not the ultimate. proving to yourself that you can achieve the impossible, is always far better*

I never once doubted ah pao's ability. NEVER NEVER. Altho I owes say craps to her, but she knows I dont mean it at all. She's as lazy as me. But she's clever. so no probs for her. Bill, Thanks for that.I'm very sure u can achieve what u want. U motivate me more n more now. thanks a lot.

Now for me, I need to prove to myself that I aint a stupid and I want to prove to all the "morons" out there who think A lvls and O lvls results that they got are super special. They can suck my **** . (whatever word fits in there). And I'll show them who they are messing with. My moral and everything is not degrading due to what they said, Instead, the motivate me to strive more and more & I'm sure it'll drive me thru another milestone.

Lets not talk abt that anymore.. lets go to the comedy section. As promised, the robot competition we had at home the other day, I won it quite convincingly. sip2 lost and made me and pao2 each person a cup of paradise. HAHAHAHAH!!! his robot was so funny, I'll upload this.So that all of you can see this! HAHAHHAA,Made us laughed like crazy. it was fun. sip2 said after losing , " wo modify sien, kai che rematch!" HAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!







and yesterday, we had our first presentation for engineering profession, and this is the super cool sexy voiced sim bang lee look-alike steam steam mama's boy guy! MAde me and pao go crazy! I cannot help it, I just burst out laffing while ah pao struggles to keep herself from bursting out laughing. She bit her tongue and she keeps kicking me! HAHAHAHAH!!! here's the video and picture of the hot dude. sayang, got one impt part we didnt get to record it down., the Q&A session. shit! That was the best moment. =( HAHAHAHA.. oh btw, She's ah pao's New boyfriend. (= DOnt be shy pao.