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I'll be home in no time! HAHAHAHAH!!

electrical is the only thing left.

I've got my electrical tomorrow. umfff~ Its the last thing on my mind right now. Hope the paper's gonna be easy. Profession was alright. The things I read and expect to come out came out in d exam. Its not that its suprising, its becoz I read all of the notes. so yeah! HAHAHAHA!! Electrical is a piece of bloody shit. Its gonna take a lot of my time to do. Its alright. its the only thing left other than going back! woooo~ really cant wait to go back already. Promised my brothers that i'm going out to escapade the day I reach brunei. so yeah. good food (= havent had much of it recently. Been suffering due to the lack of money. sad right? HAHAHAHHA! oh well. gonna start working on my electrical now after a whole night of cs-ing.

few more days

the last few days to endure before enjoying myself back home. I really cant wait to be back. (=

learning hokkien through this.

HAHAHHAA.. that stupid billy sent me this while i was reading my profession. Here I am to share with you some of the NEEDS to learn before fully learning the art of speaking "true" hokkien.

CHUI KANA KAH, KAH KANA LUM PAR (Contributed by Bernard Lee)
Literally, HoKkien for "mouth like legs, legs like testicles". Used to describe someone who is extremely clumsy.

A simple example,
"Ah Beng chui kana kah, kah kana lum par, still can join the bomb disposal unit!"



AK KAH CHIEW JI (Contributed by Half-Cocked)
Literally, to be as close to someone as two testicles.

A simple example,
"Don'ch worry, I ak kah chiew ji with this feller. If I ask, he sure help you one."


BOH LUM PAR CHEE (Contributed by Sian Tao Ong)
Hokkien for "no testicles/balls/guts", it is used to admonish someone for being a coward.

A simple example,
"You don't dare print this Lexicon entry, you boh lum par chee."



GIAH LUM PAH CHUT LAI TOM TO'TENG
A graphic expression which translates as "to take one's testicles out and Bang them on the table". the phrase is usedwhen one has discovered he has done something especially idiotic or horrific.

A simple example,
"Wah lau, when I found out that the char bor I was trying to chee hong in the disco was actually my auntie, I giah lum pah chu lai TO'TENG


HA NI AH PA, LUM PAH HOR LI KAR (Contributed by AA)
Vulgar Hokkien phrase used when responding to a stupid person saying "Ha?" It literally means,

A simple example,
"Ha your father, suck my balls". Sometimes abbreviated to "ha ki lum pah".

2 down.

I had my engineering structural today. I had to say its much better than the fucking maths. way better. I cant assure that i'll get really high marks. but I think getting a D isnt a prob. D as in distinc not D grade. wtf! hahaha.. I feeel much better after the paper, I'm really exhausted already but its at least better than sitting there and knowing nothing. Lets hope that I do well in the next two. which are coming up next monday and tuesday.


Gonna nap soon and continue again later. =(( .


nurzai - thanks for the motivasi. really helps me a lot. I feel way better after that.

chui- thanks for the message. really very sweet of you . (=

pao - no need to sa anything la. without her here, I wouldnt be able to wake up and do this structural. thanks to your attractive 46F la. HAHAHAHA

save me. that's the only thing i can say

I fucked my paper up. Its my mom's bday tomorrow. I told her right away after my exam. I told her sorry. Its not that I didnt put in effort, everyone find the paper really easy but I jus dont know why I cant seem to do it. I'm reli disappointed in myself. Its not that I'm blaming everyone. Sighs. I'm really fucked up. I feel like suiciding. I dont wanna fail it. But I think I just might unless a miracle happens. Nothings gonna change the end result. I can only just pray.


Its my mom's bday tomolo and I guess this is the last present I wanna give her. I'm really disappointed. I really feel real bad. god, pleaseee.. take away everything, not my grade. I'm on m knees beging. the next 3 paper, I'm not gonna risk, I'm still gonna work for it.


Pleaaaaseee give my mom the best bday gift ever. I've never gave her anything but heart aches all the time. Its just fucking stupid.

I tried my best,. I DiD! I guess i;m jsut stupid. live with it.


last but not least, mommy, I wish you the best in health and anything you do. Millions of thanks will not repay anything you did for me. I'm just sorry. i love you mommy. bottom of my heart. its from there.


sighs.

ENG1091 maths for eng in < 30 hrs.

I'M NOT READY. NOT AT ALL.



I'm really disappointed with wat I've done. I wasted my chance. FUCK!!


There's no point saying " I should've studied earlier."


That's a NO NO to say.



I'm going try my best. whose behind me? =((( anyone??

promises.

I guess life is too short to wake up every single day with regrets. I'll love the people who treat me right, and forget about the people who don't. I believe that every little thing happens for a reason. If I ever have a tiny chance, I'll take it. I don't think taking a chance is something stupid to do. If the chance I took changes me, I'll let it be. If it doesn't, I'll be too. No one said that its gonna be easy, But promised that its worth taking it.

I had the last laugh

I took this picture today and I edited it. for the first time okay?








Old gallery.




This one I think we took it 2 years back in sinyi's place. And that converse baju I was wearing, Sinyi bought it for me, (=. there's too much good about her that I cant finish saying la. I'll say some la. I owes joke abt her and she never get pissy. My form 4-5 Bio note book, she completed everything for me ok? Like go photocopy, COPY, stick for me. AND completed the whole book? You got this type of friend o not? GOt or not? "you mei you?? you ma?? !! HAHAHAHAH!! okok. that's cocky. she's really a nice friend. and for the rest in that picture, got or dun have oso nothing one. HAHAHAHHAHA!!





HAHAHAHA.. Someone sent me group pictures we took ages ago. like really ages ago. It was really good to revive our memories. Due to an unintentional no smiley friend on one of my friend, friend? right word. *ahemm* lets continue.. eh eh! chibai. mana sudah? ohh okok.. un-intentional incident, I helped him/her edited his/her face on the picture so it looks mesra-er than ever! HAHAHAHA.. Now everyone have their smiley face. you happy, I happy. We happy family. goodnight! (=


p/s: I'm really sorry for editing the picture. Sincerely. I'm sorry for screwing your life over and over again. sooo sorry because I just love doing so.

blogging my bloggy

Its been a while since I last blogged. Been kinda busy recently. So for the people who do read, sorry yea.

I've been going to the uni in d afternoon quite a lot this few days and I'll continue to do so. I have to. That's the only way I can get my head on my books. one and only way. HAHA!! (= Eventho I do go to d library but when I get back, I just slack. I have 1 week left to study before my exams. Its getting on my nerves. It reallly is. Really scary. I just cant let myself go below the D mark. No way. I'm aiming high and I hope I really get a decent mark. I'll not only disappoint myself, also the people who cares too.

Pao showed me this just now. damn funny. Must watch okay?





I'm going to bed real soooon. Gonna wake up earlier tomolo to cook my super duper nice fried rice. HAHAHA.. It just feels nicer to eat the food you cook yourself. I like the cooking and eating part but not the washing-the-dishes part. I'm still awaiting for guess show. Its already midnight and its still not out yet. someone upload it pleasee!! grrr..


I havent been chatting much this few days and some people tot I was ignoring them. goshh.. you know who you are la horr?? HAHA!! I'll talk to you'all when I'm done with the exams. Its not that the exams are more important than you guys, its just that its impt to me too. If i'm having my exam and another friend called me up and says " Eh eh, come quick, She's jumping off a cliff! " I'll say, " Oh good, ask her jump higher and make sure she lands head first okay? btw, pls help me take a video of it so I've something to blog about! " =D


Love to all my loves one that loves me and I loves them and we love each other and we're a lovely happy family and friends and the love will be loved till the end of time and loves the love.