tired. =(

Been a bloody tiring day today. just got back from hannah's place. hahaha its actually kinda nice but very tiring. Really tiring. =( I went to have dinner with the guys at mebourne central then we actually went to strike. its like a bowling alley with pubs and all. Pretty nice. hahaa. made them drink and all. quite nice. It was really fun when everyone's celebrating when someone get 0 scored and strikes. basically, this is how the game works. so when you get the lowest score, you drink half a mug. when you get 0 or strike, you drink a mug. HAHA..! it was really fun. Actually slesha was leading and after that, when we started this policy, HAHAHA!! she started losing maybe because she wants to drink! hahahaa.. but it was crazy i tell you. pretty freaking fun! i swear! i'll upload all the pics up now. cant wait, we're going there again later, with hannah, bill and pao. hope its gonna be fun again.

but when I had fun, I actually forgot abt joy joy. I felt so bad. its not thatI forgot abt her, its becoz of the signal there. fuckin' screwed actually! sighs. but at lesat i get to talk with her and all. so I felt much better. but anyway, she's sleeping now and I dont want you to come on9 just to talk with me and not having enough sleep. just sleep alright. I love you. *mwaaahss!!* =) and yeah, i missssss you.

As for pao, this is what she actually e-mailed me.

Friday, March 2, 2007 2:01 AM

MR ALON HONG BOO HENG ! U better delete that post i tell you. Wo bu shi sui bian sing for other ppl one ler. I only sing for my close buddies. So stop posting it on to the web ! Please I BEG YOU !! I would like to see it deleted from ur blog when i come back from school later. Or else i'm not going to the city later. STUPID BOY !!

Now, she's in the city. so her request is actually.. REJECTED!!!

go back to the past! HAHAHAHA!!

I dont know what to post today. everything's just going my way. I feel good. just a song for everyone of you. its kinda blur but HAHAHA!! i guess everyone knows the singer over there. damn popular. australia's next top singer! HAHAHA.. want signatures? come 26 Murdo road anytime! HAHAHAHA!!

why me? why me? what did I do?

TOday, I get to sleep till real late. around 11+ coz I one had one lecture with is at 1pm-2pm. oh well~ after that I went to withdraw some $$$ hehehe.. then I walked home with pao after getting myself a choco freeze. It was yummmyy~ and only now i get to take the picture from billy. after like 3-4 days wait? hahaa.

After I came home, I chatted with joy joy. it was nice talking to her until something she told me just stunned me. at that very moment, shocked in disbelieve ! I've got nothing to say actually. But if anyhow she browses thru my blog. This is what I personally wants her to know. I've never never in my life said anything like that to him. I dont know where you got the " NOT-so_True" information. I've really done nothing that way. NEVER ok? If I really did, do you think I would go after her? come on la! I dont know what made u hate me so much. I'm reli in shock after hearing what she'd said. I guess all I can say is time will really prove everything. Time will tell the truth and time would prove to you, that I'm not what you think i am. I AM WHO I AM! You can never ever change me. my point of view and the way I treat her. I love her. I know you cant feel it. But it doesnt matter. All it matters is that I know ; she know ; god knows.like i said, I know i really really cant promise to give her forever ; but for now, I would treasure her like a pearl in my eye. I just need a trust from you. just ONCE.

I guess I'm still good. nothing much to actually say now. oh yea, veeviii.. now I finally talk about you already. hehe.. Make sure u remember to tag a! and dont get lost in the jungle. I'll go back brunei tomorrow ok? so make sure u get ready with my clothes and everything. you know? a co-host needs to look good alright.oh yea, dont get lost in the jungle a? HAHAHAA.. temburong's jungle is really very very thick. all the best to you. happy signing birthday ceremony in advance yea! =)

Lung - i'm really glad that u finally got your offer already. its seems hard to talk with you. all i can do is tag chat wif you. hope to talk to you soon. there's too many opinions i need from you.

My 3 brothers at home. I heard that everything is going very well for you three. seems to finally realise how much our brother-hood thing really works already. Only get to learn how to treasure it after I left huh? but its alright. I'm reli glad u three are having an eye on each other's back! hope to talk and fool around with you there again soon. study well ok?

as for joy, hearts yeaa? =) *mwaaahh*

I cant just let this type of small matter bother me. I still have a lot of things to fulfill. A LOT. anyway, i'll just brush this aside like a man. and carry on running towards the chequered flag.

Yet another day.

Today, HAHAHAHA!! Alarm clock cant help me la! the only thing which can help me now is my mom! tsk tsk. I cant wake up with a bloody " ring ring ring" , I only wake up when I'm being yelled! HAHA! TOday class starts at 9 and I only managed to wake up at 8.30. Then i went into the toilet straight away and I asked sip2 to make me a piece of bread. then after I came out. change and took the bread and rushed to class. HAHA. I was on time ok! HAHA.. then after that I went to eat my breakfast. since there's no support class for maths today, I came back, slept for an hour and then I cooked and eat, then rushed back again.


Its the first day I actually did a practical using a pc. Its actually very fun. I feel the "engineer" in me already! HAHAHAHA!! seriously. Like we used a software which is pretty cool. u get to calculate the outcomes, like mole ratios, water and vapour ratios. flow rate and etc. Fuckin' awesome i tell you. But then its bloody tiring la. I had to do that for like 2hrs. coz there's lots of question for us to solve. then after that, we had to do some basic maths things in class. it was so boring. I finished it and told the guy who we're in charge i wanted to go home. since a lot of them left already. so yea, came home, and made a delicious dinner! HAHAHA.. trust me! Its really really really delicious. WE cooked oyster sauce style punya broccoli, sip2 cooked his beef stew or something. quite nice. and I made a char siu sauce fried chicken. WOOOO~! NICE AH! hahaha and quek cooked an instant soup. All for the only girl whose staying at our place. its her birthday! HAHA.. at least i'm glad she appreciated it! heeheheee.. plus I cant concentrate much on the lectures. HAHA.. I'm getting influenced by other things. just looking at my wallpaper drowns me! HAHA.. anyway, i'll only have class tomorrow from 1-2. so yeah! HAHAHA!! cool eh! cant wait for the weekend already. Hope we get to hang out wif Bill, hannah and michz. anyway! I guess that's all for now! =)


here's a picture to prove that we really did cook!! =)

First day of uni ; First day of a brand new start.

Today, Its just soooooo different. A lot of things changed today. Finally, Uni started. It was really hot and there are like hundreds of peoples all over the place. One lecture hall can accomodate like 300 people? Insane. Soo freaking tough to even concentrate and listening to what d monkeys infront are actually saying. Not used to the accent. I;m used to the chinese-not-so-good at english accent & kaling with their curry type of accents. The one I've to get used to are the ANGMOH's AM-chap-cheng's type. HAHAHA.. pekchek*

This is the first change I actually encounter. and other one is my status. *attached* hohoho~ =) mwah mwah.

Everyone back home, I miss every single one of you. Its pao's bday in roughly 30 mins time. GUess noone's there to celebrate with her. I guess i'll be the only one. anyways, Pao, Happy birtthhdaaayy too youu alright. Wish you all the best *hugssss* . All the best! You know i'll be here for you whenever and whereever you need me. =)

Tired.

=D hahahhaa!! *hints*

Actually I just got back home from badminton. It was nice as usual. I went alone today since pao wanted to clean the room. I like the rules there. COz there's like 10 courts and a lot of people were playing. So basically You will have to change courts after every game. Its the rule there. So you get to meet new people, get to play with a lot of different players. Its really nice. I got to meet a lot of the seniors and a lot of good players. really good one. I saw 3-4 female players who are really good. amazed me. the girls who plays badminton in brunei are reli reli reli gonna get smashed and destroyed. AHAHAA.. SEriously. Oooppsss~

I came home and do nothing. after posting this i guess i'll go take my bath already. I dont like being in this state. the state of sticky and smelly. HAHA.. I guess thats all for now. oh yeah, the $120 i pay for the badminton club, for now, I think damn worth it! =D

_l_ Crown!

As what SIP2 owwes says, " YOU WILL PAY" FUck. I swear one day i'll ripe u into pieces and tear u apart until u and ur fkin crown goes into d bin. you peiece of damn thing. screw you so bad for making my day so terrible. one day i'll come on my jet plane with my bags of 100 bucks and choke u to death! U"LL PAY u *toot* *toot* *toot* argghhh.. No way! I'm suppose to do it now. but i'll wait. insufficient fund is what people usually say. Had fun today. after that, the laughters and craziinneesss.. It was nice. well worth it. U hold on to that piece of money first i tell you. One day ii'll stack one number with 10 times the one i placed and i'll gain 100 times back! U'll see! all I can do now is study well. get good job, get good wife, get good money. Just wait. I hope u can live that long. Btw, thank you for d adrenaline rush i had. _l_ . but overrall I had a great day today. everyone's going well. huhuhu~ =)

Its Over.

Like my title says it all. Its finally over. The orientation today is pretty boring. oh well~ screw up one. today I went to the engineering's orientation and I was basically shocked! There's like 400-500 undergraduate students la! its like OMG. and also, the ppl asked who took double degree and it was shocking. LIKE 2/3 of the ppl are doing double degree, ME and sip2 burst out laughing. LIKE WTF LA! a single degree oso duno can managed o not. if like a few can do it, i've got nothing to say. 2/3 mAn! HAHAHA!! this is scary! My cuz jason bring us around today. around the campus to show us our classroom and everything. It was pretty nice of him. He say the first few classes, the lecture room is goona be full! HAHAHA.. this is amazing. and he say after a few classes, its gonna be left a few who can still be in the lecture rooms. SO i'm pretty excited. Mommy just called. glad that everything back home is still alright. hehe..

There's nothing much happening this few days so everything's alright. going out wif Billy and pao tomolo. Casino, Here I come! =D hahahha.. hopefully we get to win a few handy money. HAHAHA.. or maybe A jackpoot! o.O


and for now, its abt loving again. I still cant make sure what I really want and who I really want. Maybe I'm still afraid to give it out once again. I dont know why. I'm just not ready. I dont know whther I should continue waiting for the love. or a brand new start. Its just very confusing. this is how love is. I wish to love and love and love again. But I really dont know if I should. pff.. I dont wanna hurt annybody and I wouldnt want myself getting hurt again. Maybe when the right time comes, then I'll be ready. for the mean time, I just only can wait and wait until something happens.I know i am praying for not too much, but could yyou send back the only one I need but lord, I'm die-ing for love once again.I dont like/dont wish to ruin other ppl's love life, other ppl's people. so what I can do is back off and suffer myself. If that makes the person that I want happy, I would do that. Anyway, At the mean time, just tralala~

third day of orientation

Just finish bathing. today we had another house clean up as it's very messy like it've owes been. HAHA.. now my room is much more cleaner now. had a good night sleep last night. thanks to joy. hahahaha! crazzzyyyy la her. texted her in the morning when i woke up, should be around 4am in BRUNEI. hahaha and until now i hear nothing from her. oh well~ orientation was so borrriiiinnnggg.. talk abt rubbish agn today. I wanted to come home and sleep and that sip2 was like " go back for what? listen la! VEYR IMPT VERY IMPT" IMPT my foot! sooo damn boring. then after i reach home, i cooked and then i slept for the whole afternoon. until they knocked my door and asked me to have dinner. HAHA.. now everything's done and i'll be waiting for tomolo.


Joy- U changed it lerr.. NOT FAIR!!

2nd day of orientation

Hmmm.. woke up quite early today. wanted to wash my clothings and all.. but the weather seems unpredictable so I decided not to. And doing so, I gave myself another 15 mins of pleasure sleep. =D how great is that? ;)

TOday's orientation was fun. by far better than yesterday. We had a police officer who made the whole lecture theatre went wild! and he dont reli look bad too..says pao. the girl beside me was busy taking picture of him. I am LIKE WTF! take pics of me much better la! haha..HAHAHAH!! anyway, after that we went to have our ice-breaking session and met a few new friends. Most of them are from singapore. Met a guy named chai and we actually went to play badminton together after knowing each other for like 2 hrs and half. an hour later, we're playing each other on the court. his quite good. so oh well~ finally after 1 month of no exercise/sport other walking here and there( I dont consider it a sport), at least I feel much better now.


Just finish playing poker wif sip2, pao2 and quek. HAHA.. play till very the pekchek lo. play till noone wants to become zhong. then I had to. wash the card oso wash till sien. HAHA.. Actually I counted my money and pao actually won sip2's and quek money until under my mobile I found 2 dollars, so I guess I won 2 bucks. hahah altho we play for a pretty small amount but it was much better than doing nothing.

My mom called me just now and started her usual nagging. I dont know why sometimes I just cant stand it. and I was kinda loud to her. SIghs. I feel so bad. I really do. She works her butt off just to send me here and this is how i repay her. I know how it feels when business is not going that well and she have to pay for my tuition fee. I feel awful now but I dont know what I should do. I guess her biggest wish is for me to study well and get a good degree. Sighs. I know my mom wouldnt read my blog. But I SWEAR I'll work my ass of. I SWEAR. I PROMISE! ppl who dont believe me, I dont really fucking care.Only my, myself knows.

I'm not clever and thats very true but i know if I put in my effort, I KNOW I CAN! Noone knows me better than myself. Ma, I promise you! Gimme a good 4 yrs.